Started Sunday morning by peeing on a stick. Result: Not Pregnant.
Part of me is sad. I can’t lie – another part is relieved. I feels too soon. I don’t know that I could go back to the doctor and be told it is ectopic again.
I guess I should have known that this wouldn’t easy. And I know my body is still adjusting. It has only been about 2 months since my HCG returned to zero.
Prior to this, I had been fairly regular. The only time I would be very late (i.e. seeming to skip a month) was when I highly stressed either by B’s family or travel. And of course mixing those two things always took its toll.
Looking back on the last few weeks, I would say they have been stressful. So, I shouldn’t be surprised. Really, I shouldn’t be at all.
on the night stand :: Madeline by Ludwig Bemelmans