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i am late

Started Sunday morning by peeing on a stick. Result: Not Pregnant. Part of me is sad. I can’t lie – another part is relieved. I feels too soon. I don’t know that I could go back to the doctor and … Continue reading

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the results we have been waiting for

Received a call before noon from my doctor’s nurse. At last, my HCG level is negative, or in lay person speak – normal. I can stop going to the lab every week! I cannot believe it took 12 weeks. It … Continue reading

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tuesday at the lab

Since Monday was a holiday, we were back at the lab today. It went okay overall, but I do not know how 20 minutes can be filled with so much craziness. When we arrived, there was a couple waiting. The … Continue reading

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twenty-four

Ugh! The nurse at my doctor’s office just called. My HCG is down to 24. But 24 is still not <5. So back to the lab I must go next week. She tried to be funny. But this really isn’t … Continue reading

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another monday at the lab

I really hope we get good news this week. I really do think if you stuck a fork in me, I would be done. I really do not know how I could do another week of this. My veins are … Continue reading

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one visitor leaves another returns

It has been a tough week. Monday at the lab was my worst experience there to date. I really wasn’t sure I was going to make it out of there without passing out, but somehow I did. They had to … Continue reading

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they leave at last

When heading to Asia from LAX, the red eye flight probably is your best bet, especially since you will technically lose a day. If you leave here late at night, you will arrive there early in the morning. And if … Continue reading

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between a rock and a hard place

Yesterday we decided to go to the lab in the late morning, in case we wanted to do something with B’s family. I scheduled an appointment for 11am, as in the past it has not been too busy. Not so … Continue reading

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no results

I gave in and called my doctor’s office this afternoon around 4 0’clock. I hate waiting, and I know not knowing the results stresses me out. I spoke with a woman named Lupe, who pulled up my file and said … Continue reading

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i am the maid

I think I have figured it out. When B says he believes his parents have accepted me, he may be right, although it is not as their daughter-in-law – but as the maid (one who is overpaid and not very … Continue reading

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