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5114 days
That is 14 years plus the extra leap days. It is still hard to believe that it has been that long since my Mom was found dead in her itty bitty apartment in San Francisco. I still can remember having … Continue reading
Posted in grief, there is no category for these things
Tagged grief, motherloss, my mom, my sister
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i am here
On Monday, that was my reply to the new lab tech, when she asked me how I was. I know she was just trying to break the ice, so to speak. But the words that came out were, “I am … Continue reading
Posted in grief, married life, there is no category for these things
Tagged ectopic pregnancy, grief, HCG levels, MIL cleaning
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someone please wake me from this nightmare
The thing about grief, is that it has a tendency to bring up past losses. I was remembering the night I learned that my Mother had died. The police knocked on my door after 9 o’clock on a Friday night … Continue reading
Posted in grief, married life, there is no category for these things
Tagged ectopic pregnancy, grief, motherloss, outlaws
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the waiting game
My routine over the past few weeks has involved going to the lab, having blood drawn, and then waiting for results. I am expecting a call from my doctor’s office tomorrow, and although hoping for good news, there is a … Continue reading
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Tagged ectopic pregnancy, grief, loss, pregnancy loss
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birthdays are rough
Today is my mother’s birthday. She should have turned 62. Please don’t say you are sorry. Really, there isn’t anything you or anyone can say to make this better. There just isn’t. I learned (via a children’s book review site) … Continue reading
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Tagged alcoholism, anniversaries, grief, mother loss, motherloss, my mother
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is today the day
Honestly I am not sure what day my sister died. I know that sounds horrible. The truth is though, I didn’t find out until a year after it happened. That sounds even worse, I know. I was actually told by … Continue reading
3288 days later
Nine years ago today, the SF Coroner's office took possession of my 49-year old mother's body. It isn't clear exactly when she died. Phone records indicated she called her father for Father's Day. It took them a few days to … Continue reading
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Tagged anniversaries, grief, mother loss, mother-daughter relationships, motherloss
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My Life In Boxes 